Today is the 17th October 2007 . Pleasant day today, though i'm a lazy bum and slack once again . Wore a long sleeve purple top to school today, as if it's winter ya know ? Haha, and the reason is that i'll be trap in a lecture threatre for solid three hours . Yeap, and the lecture threatre happens to be the freezing one, one with the lowest temperature always and always . Don't ask me why, i'm not the engineer . LOL .

School breaks at 12noon and wentta Suntec City with Martin and Shirley to have lunch at Swensen . Had pasta set lunch and left with no space to fill in my stomach with lovely desserts . =( . Have been craving for desserts lately, chocolate fudge cake and my all time favourite cheese cake . Okay, stop ! I'm flooding my house with saliva . Haha .

MST is coming up, which left me with one word to describe life again - shit . See ? The problem with me is that, i don't mind studying, in fact i like to study, but i just can't help but hate work and exams . Exams - must pass - must revise - must burn midnight oil - tired - don't feel like doing anything - wanna do something nice - can't - not happy - get angry easily - hate exams - just pass or fail . See the flow ? Sign . To be honest, the reason for my study is because i just don't wanna get my parents worried, i wanna get them happy, so i just do it for the sake of doing it, say i'm being forced, that's the word . No choice .

Dad decides to go to Thailand again, because if he doesn't the applied leave and money paid will not be refund nor cancelled . Don't understand why they can't, he got injured and can't make it, can't they just cancel the leave at least ? I understand the money for the trip can't be return for maybe it had been paid or something, but the leave . . . whatever, Dad better be fine or else i'll hate them and sue them when i have the cash . Life is more important than anything else . I'm just worried . =( . Hope he heals soon, i really wish .

Alright, i didn't had dessert for lunch, so i'm gonna have desserts now . Wahahahaha ! I-ce-c-rea-m0 ! ! ^_^ .